after a hell load of fun at geylang with the crazy bunch ,
i still had bad feelings here and there..
and i thought its gonna be him ,
but no.
it was because of my grandmother.
she's sick , in a critical condition now.

ive been close to her eventho she's always naggy.
you know old people. they tend to nag and nag and nag.
but it all makes sense.
im very close to her , she took care of me when i was still a young kiddo.
she was strong back then , she would fetch me from the nursery school.
my late godmother was part of my growing up.
and then my grandmother.
ive lost my dearest godmother ,
hopefully my grandmother could stand strong just for awhile more.
i want to celebrate Hari Raya with her this year..
pleaseee...

im praying for the best.

love you nenek !

im emotionally unstable but im trying to be strong infront of everyone.
:(