Just to let it all out

i never want it to happen either.
it just grows.
but i will never force something to be mine.

it rings a bell in my mind , thinking bout it.
well..
you'll never know what comes after this and that.

2years.

i tried to avoid.
in every means i could.
but it keeps coming back.
the feelings mutual.
but why ?
im holding back everything,
i dont know if you are.
it pains me everytime things fails to happen.

whatever happens to us ,
ill always be there.
yes for you my dearest friend.

this phrase really kills me.
"If you wait too long for the perfect moment, the perfect moment will pass you by."

hahas..! -___-"


**To put on a smile ,
yeah latest news of my bf , Oly,
he's getting married soon. WEEE...!
im so happy for you. and i cant wait to meet Elfee. that cute lil boy of yours.**
:)

bestfriend !! ku sad !!
nvm , this Sunday everything will be at the back of my mind.
hees. ;)