hawa.. remember i told you that someone will be in contact with me again ?
someone has showed himself up again , OMG !
im so gonna tell you who is the person later at work..
i cant believe he chatted with me.
we just ended our convo.
i miss him freaking much although he did super shit with me.
hmmm...
you would never want to imagine what he really did.
seriously.
its super deep shit.

and he's back once again.
i feel like killing him with a sniper.
lol !
and furthermore , i told him that whatever shit you do to me ,
you'll get your retribution.
and yes that already happened to him.
haha. you deserve it dude. and now you're crawling back to me.
haiz... why must you do this my dear.

now that i already have someone , someone dear to me..
someone whom i really think deserves much better chances than you.
im not saying this relationship of ours is perfect and smooth sailing.
but as a friend to him , i seriously wants to give dearest Oly a chance in life.
he ought to be given a chance.
:))

nvm , i can go tru all this.
nevertheless , i was weak. i told him i miss-ed him.
i told him after all the guys i dated i still think of him.
and i told him , i wish he would just be with me.
but on the last note , i told him that im blisfully happy w/o him.
:)

youre bad , but my ex , R , is WORSE !


why is it that when im finally getting over you , you give me reasons not to.
haiz..

I MISS YOU OLY ,
i nak jumpe ELFEE please...!