Lets talk bout LOVE.

Just wanna share a bit of my life.
Backtrack in year 2007 or 2008 i guess..
Do you believe in love at first sight ? Im not that sure either.
I wouldnt put my feelings for him as love , its more to a crush i had for him.
He's nice , good looking but he is abit confused in love.
No doubt , we became friends. Yes very close ones.
And those feelings i had , i guess to me , was one-sided.
i moved on , and was attached with another guy by then.
things didnt work out between us , i dont want to go deep into it.
i still had those feelings for that first guy i mentioned earlier.
i still do.
now , i guess the bond between us , we are just special friends.
nothing more than that.
if he has feelings for me , he wouldnt be contacting with all those girls ,
he would just concentrate on one.. am i right to say that ?
like having goals in your life , and achieving for it.

but im not regretting in knowing him, he is a nice friend.
and he is reliable.
:)

In late Dec 2008 , i met with this guy , things get pretty nasty between me and him.
a friend of mine told me to stop contacting him.
initially i was so hooked up with him and didnt want to stop but i did.
its for my own good ya 'knw..
i felt a huge sigh of relief after everything was over.

So how's love life for me now ?
Tell me bout it ppl.
haha !
ive not been in love since how many months again Ct Eve ?
hahaahahas.

its been a month plus since i knw Haikel.
it has been a pleasure to befriend him.
at some point of time , we stopped contacting.
you want to befriend someone ,
doesnt mean dat someone must do the 24/7 routine to sms or call you ryte...
yes , we drew a clear line before everything turns into a mess.
but recently he smsed me and it went smoothly.
im happy as of now.
:)

maybe ill be happier in days to come.
just maybe.

So that's my story for now


Don't Rush LOVE