i was freaking down. super down. i didnt know wad to do. i was lost for words. just speechless. i sense something aint ryte for the past 2 days , and wad i felt was true. i could never explain. it just went blank , my heart was dead upon receiving it. i had to swallow everything in a shot.i waited and waited patiently. never did i know things could turn out this way. never ever....
i came home, my face all blackened with mascara smudging and my think black eyeshadow too.
walking to my room like a zombie , got nothing to say but sigh. and after talking to dearest Hawa , my mind was put at ease for awhile. and Hawa was right , two guys will eventually msged us at the same time. haha. i was fine for 1hr with a converse i had with Azza but then again my mind was not into the conversation we had. im sorry. and dearest step brother advise me with alot of things. just dont want me to hope for too much.."its fun falling in love, the feeling is fantastic." haha. i love you Khal , nothing beats having a step brother like you. (:the clock ticks and the time was 6am. i did not sleep. i was not sleepy at all.
i was tired with a very sore eyes. but i kept turning and tossing on my bed.
just couldnt sleep at all. not even a wink. this is how bad everything became.
and you still wanna know whether i slept or not ? I Did Not.
i was tired with a very sore eyes. but i kept turning and tossing on my bed.
just couldnt sleep at all. not even a wink. this is how bad everything became.
and you still wanna know whether i slept or not ? I Did Not.
"im still with you.. but you're just too good for me.."
i am blinded by love
"muacks"
