missing those days

when ive already move on with the previous shits in rship,
now im facing another one.
i mean not really.
no its not another relationship setback.

okayy fine , im not losing yet another friend.
but i just feel like im losing one if he/she wouldn't talk to me like we did last time.
and im not talking about any of my closest school friends.
im talking about now.

i know he/she cant read this.
but i just wanna let it out.
and i know some of the girls who will be reading this , know who is the person im talking about.
i would be glad if you just read , and ssssshhhhhhhh...
hahas. thanks kekawan.
well i just hope you guys wont get the wrong idea.

dearest one ,
i really miss you. just put it in that way aites.
eventho' it was just a short period of time , ill keep it as memories.
im in a status now , and i would like to see him happy.
and you know i would really love if you could just be happy too,
thats just enough for me to move on.
but if you keep reminiscing about our past , then it could be difficult for me.
yes , you keep emphasizing on the word 'choices'.
yes i know , but ive told you im happy when the ppl around me are happy too.
i would never want to hurt him or you.
i was hurt when you kept on prompting me till those tears drop but i was touched.
coz seeing you in that state when i cried , i knew how much you cared.
im really glad that i actually cried , hahaha !
i think i wanna do it again , k im jokin ppl.
"Eventhough it was a short period of time mira , i know you"
yeah i know that.
how fast time flies , how i wish it would just stop when i was with you.
i really miss you buddy.

that's all , incase you guys get bored ryte , dont read the next time.
well , its my blog anyway !
today my entry is way too dramatic.
but in any way , i miss my other half as well.
hee.

love y'all